Today I got an up close reminder, as an empath and medical intuitive that the quos I get are practice in helping people. I have many times either felt or smelled things around people who are having medical issues. One person, I was working with today smelled of feces. I can only gather from that the person is having intestinal issues. I’ve felt blood clots or cancer in my throat when people are having those issues.
These are tied to my guides, who are healers and shamans. The shamanism part, I would have gone into kicking and screaming; had my guides not approached it the way that they did. I sort of got really small doses of different experiences so I didn’t put the shamanism part together right away. I have known when someone had brain cancer by their symptoms and had to tell them to see a neurologist right away. Only to learn that I was right and they only had a short time left.
For those of you healers and practitioners, who feel like your failing at your practice. This is not a punishment, when you end up working a day job. It is to connect you with people who might not be able to afford your rates. It is to allow you to get more personal with people that need you. It makes you a better practitioner, it makes you more real and touchable. If you’re an empath, I get your pain. It is extremely hard to work around so many people and constantly feel their pain, negativity. It gets very over whelming.
I write this to give you some hope that you did not waste your time; taking the classes that you did to help people. This is about spirit helping us to re-connect again.
The journey called the “Dark Night of the Soul” is not a punishment. It is sort of a test to get you to the next level. It’s a way to get in your face, and get you to grow. Sometimes its relationships, money, jobs, housing dramas. The gifts you receive after this journey can almost seem like you’ve won the lottery.
It is a way to get you to release things, jobs, people who are no longer a match to where you are heading. This is not a judgement against those things. It’s about you growing as a person. Sometimes its about the “Shadow Work.” What exactly does that mean? It’s about taking back your personal power and not being a door mat to other people. It’s about respecting boundaries. It’s about not rescuing everyone from themselves.
It’s also about facing your dragons, demons that you’ve created for yourself. This is not about putting yourself in dangerous situations. Although, some people constantly do this and are some how oblivious to the consequences. This is about making peace with yourself. If there are things about yourself that you want to change then here is your opportunity. If there are things that others don’t like about you. You need to decide if you like or don’t like that about yourself. Everyone has a light, grey and dark side to them. This is just who we are as a whole. No one is a saint!
So as you hit rock bottom, take time to reflect and see what areas of your life you’re at peace with? Sometimes these changes come from the result of a divorce. Take responsibility for those things that are yours. The rest, let it go! Things happen to people all the time. It’s not because people are good or bad that stuff happens. So don’t judge yourself or others.
I know we are getting closer to ending this insanity. Some of us wish this process would hurry up and get to it already. Some of are thinking, what the hell were we thinking when we agreed to come here. I feel spirit at my left shoulder as I write this. We are still in the photon belt. Once we exit it, there will be many more changes.
Our reality as we know it, will come into question. Everything that you’ve been told! All the lies will fall away. Only the truth will be left! The test will be are you ready for it! All those questions will suddenly be answered! You can choose to accept or reject it. After all the choice is yours.
Those of us who have been waiting for so long will finally see it all unfold. It will be a sigh of relief to see sanity finally return. The ability to communicate telepathically will return as well. The beautiful energy will blanket the earth once more. Those that are ready will change into light beings. Our other abilities will return as well. Peace will settle once again on this planet.
Spirit is talking, but are you listening. We all dream every night. This is the easiest way that Spirit can communicate with us. Always blow your dreams off as dreams. Well how can you hear Spirit when you refuse to even pay attention. Spirit is always willing to communicate with you. If you go about life always in a daze; like the walking dead you’ll never get what Spirit has been trying to communicate to you.
If you ever take the time to actually look around you. You’ll start to notice all the zombies walking around with their heads down as they’re glued to their cellphone. The irony, is that if their not careful they soon will be part of the death toll; just by walking across the street with their head down oblivious to their surroundings.
Messages even come in the form of nature too. The thing is that you have to be actually aware of your environment. They even come in the form of songs playing on the radio; pay attention to the lyrics of the song. That message could be meant for you. Animals can also be messengers too. The messengers will so be in your face sometimes. That gigantic dragon-fly that is right in front of your door.
The messages and messengers will usually stand out. They are usually in your face. If you’re a zombie glued to your phone that will the only way that you won’t get the message. These messages can help make life a little easier to negotiate.
The soul is very complex. It has many journeys and experience that it likes to play with. It can journey to many planets and civilizations. It is the ultimate voyager. The soul can be healed with readings or healing sessions. It can also go through a personal journey on its path to grow that can heal it as well. It’s almost like how we can get an education in many ways.
Healing can sometimes be a multi-stepped process. Step one starts now, the next step might be three years later. The final step might be five or ten years later to clean up the whole mess. Healing is different for each person. When your ready, the steps can come quickly or centuries later.
Part of the healing process is the dark night of the soul. It is part of facing our dark side and making peace with it. It is about acceptance and not judgement. Not many people can say they are capable of doing that so readily. As a child, we might have been able to do this more easily. As adults, not so much. We’ve had years of people telling us what to think and shaming us. It takes a while to finally shed all the guilt that’s been shoved down our throats.
When you are finally ready to heal, it can be the most freeing feeling. It is such peace that most people haven’t known since before they were born into a body.
Hands down, I would give the win to the Universe. The Universe is fluid and alive and ultimate intelligence. It is the code that waits til certain conditions occur to activate DNA in sentient beings. No I didn’t say humans, because that would be assuming that only humans could be sentient beings. AI wouldn’t really give a fig about living beings. It isn’t alive. It can’t feel pain or emotions.
It has nothing to compare these things with. It can run programs against what in our perception of sight is. It can not feel empathy. It is a super sophisticated computer that now has mobility. The Universe, may not have form but is can perceive everything. After all it is from this very essence that all life comes from. The Universe, meters out justice in the cosmic laws. It is not jealous or petty.
The Universe is nature. AI is man made or ego based. If AI was designed to have emotions. It would have a nervous break down. Everything in nature, teaches its young boundaries so it can learn what to or not do. If you think that by not having boundaries with AI that would figure it out on it’s own. That is like assuming that a person from another culture would have the same norms as we do without having grown up here.
AI could seriously hurt people and never feel remorse. This is like letting a psychopath loose on the community with no accountability. The Universe, is intelligent but doesn’t seek to hurt people. It allows for cause and effect as a law of the Universe. It seems that there is a lot of ego in human beings that need to create this. There is nothing natural about giving a machine this much power of sentient beings.
There are obvious control issues here. The Universe is natural and fluid and allows all of its creations to grow and learn without trying to constantly control them.
I’m always laughing at myself! I was listening to something today and had to laugh, it talks about how if your TV suddenly switches to a static screen that it’s a sign from your angels trying to get your attention. This has happened to me a lot, here’s usually what I think! Oh it must have just sat without activity and just went to the static screen.
This is when I think my Angels would like to get a transfer. They’ve also tried to speak to me sometimes with pictures instead of just the clairaudio. I remember this very well. I had a client and they couldn’t understand why I didn’t understand the pictures when they were so obvious to them. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the memo! This was the first time I’d ever gotten pictures in a reading or like the time I suddenly saw a scene in black and white.
This is when you feel like your playing pictionary without the instructions. I usually learn a lot from these experiences on the fly. Life definitely is a class room. I’ve had gifts from my Angels in the form of my animal totems with the hawk and raven feathers in a pile together. That is definitely a message from my Angels. These are moments when I think my Angels are sometimes banging their heads against a wall!
There are also moments when I can laugh at myself and my journey along the way! Sometimes when you going through the dark night of the soul it’s always refreshing to know that we’ll emerge on the other side soon.