The journey called the “Dark Night of the Soul” is not a punishment. It is sort of a test to get you to the next level. It’s a way to get in your face, and get you to grow. Sometimes its relationships, money, jobs, housing dramas. The gifts you receive after this journey can almost seem like you’ve won the lottery.
It is a way to get you to release things, jobs, people who are no longer a match to where you are heading. This is not a judgement against those things. It’s about you growing as a person. Sometimes its about the “Shadow Work.” What exactly does that mean? It’s about taking back your personal power and not being a door mat to other people. It’s about respecting boundaries. It’s about not rescuing everyone from themselves.
It’s also about facing your dragons, demons that you’ve created for yourself. This is not about putting yourself in dangerous situations. Although, some people constantly do this and are some how oblivious to the consequences. This is about making peace with yourself. If there are things about yourself that you want to change then here is your opportunity. If there are things that others don’t like about you. You need to decide if you like or don’t like that about yourself. Everyone has a light, grey and dark side to them. This is just who we are as a whole. No one is a saint!
So as you hit rock bottom, take time to reflect and see what areas of your life you’re at peace with? Sometimes these changes come from the result of a divorce. Take responsibility for those things that are yours. The rest, let it go! Things happen to people all the time. It’s not because people are good or bad that stuff happens. So don’t judge yourself or others.
Hands down, I would give the win to the Universe. The Universe is fluid and alive and ultimate intelligence. It is the code that waits til certain conditions occur to activate DNA in sentient beings. No I didn’t say humans, because that would be assuming that only humans could be sentient beings. AI wouldn’t really give a fig about living beings. It isn’t alive. It can’t feel pain or emotions.
It has nothing to compare these things with. It can run programs against what in our perception of sight is. It can not feel empathy. It is a super sophisticated computer that now has mobility. The Universe, may not have form but is can perceive everything. After all it is from this very essence that all life comes from. The Universe, meters out justice in the cosmic laws. It is not jealous or petty.
The Universe is nature. AI is man made or ego based. If AI was designed to have emotions. It would have a nervous break down. Everything in nature, teaches its young boundaries so it can learn what to or not do. If you think that by not having boundaries with AI that would figure it out on it’s own. That is like assuming that a person from another culture would have the same norms as we do without having grown up here.
AI could seriously hurt people and never feel remorse. This is like letting a psychopath loose on the community with no accountability. The Universe, is intelligent but doesn’t seek to hurt people. It allows for cause and effect as a law of the Universe. It seems that there is a lot of ego in human beings that need to create this. There is nothing natural about giving a machine this much power of sentient beings.
There are obvious control issues here. The Universe is natural and fluid and allows all of its creations to grow and learn without trying to constantly control them.
December has been a very interesting month. It has brought with it some blessings and some challenges. The challenges are those funny moments that you don’t know are funny yet. The Universe has all kinds of twists and turns up its sleave to keep things interesting.
Technology that really should be replaced more often then you would like. All of us have that stubborn streak where we want to get the very last drop out of something before having to replace it. Also trying to find the damn spell check button only to find that they’ve hidden it some where?
It’s not that I don’t like technology, it’s just I don’t want to have to chase it with my money every five seconds. I had to recently bite the bullet and replace a modem. Here’s hoping it last five to six years. I’m cheap like that on somethings. This week has also had many pleasant blessings where a lot of things just fell into place and everything went right.
There been some really nice gifts that came unexpectedly too. 2015 has been a very windy road, more so than 2014 which wasn’t such a picnic either. It will be interesting to see what 2016 will bring? More turmoil or finally some calmness as more and more lies are exposed?
It’s interesting that your guides or angels or source can try to send you messages in your dreams; but the not so fun part is trying to interpret those dreams. It’s almost like one or both of you flunked pictionary. There are so many times that what is obvious for one person can be not obvious for another.
Then you have the dream dictionaries that are supposed to be of help. This can back fire if what was in the dream isn’t listed in your dream dictionary. Then you have to either tear apart the dream or try to remember what it was that you actually saw in your dream and in what order. There are many moments when your thinking to yourself what the hell was that supposed to mean. It can almost seem as though everyone else got the memo but you.
Source has a wicked sense of humor sometimes. It’s almost like all these riddles are supposed to be obvious. Although, usually after the event that we were supposed to pick up the clues on. It really is very obvious, upon reflection! The problem is that we usually get all caught up in our heads and make simple things much more complex than they are?
The written letters are the worst, they zip by so fast that you can’t usually read them! The numbers are even more frustrating? The messages in a foreign language can be another example of a fun time. The best ones of all are when your dream is so real that you have a hard time telling if you are awake or still asleep.
I’ve noticed more positive changes even from last year. Nicer people have entered my life! Working with different people that are more positive. Seeing more team work, with the people I work with. People’s confidence coming up. Seeing less jerks enter my life. All in all, I’m definitely liking this year even more than last year. Last year, I saw more progress than I did in the year before and the year before that.
Each year, I am seeing more lasting changes take hold longer and longer. People that aren’t in alignment with who I am are leaving or being moved around. I’m actually enjoying the different types of work that I do more and more. I have people around me that respect and appreciate the value I add. I’m in a really good place. I am standing up for myself more and more and honoring those things about myself that come very naturally to me and not trying to fit into a mold that is just not me.
I’ve never been a people pleaser and I’m embracing that about myself. I’m not being judged by other people. I’m being more and more true to myself. I’m embracing my directness, instead of trying to figure out what people that beat around the bush mean. I ask them directly and ask them to be direct when they are speaking with me since that is my true communication style. It avoids a lot of misunderstandings and hurt feeling for the other person.
Sometimes it’s good to take a measure of your life to see what’s working and getting better and what is just not working.
All of us have goals or things that we want to do some day? It’s those moments, that you finally achieve them and are really happy or you come to the realization that what was all the Hoop La about? It might be because we realize we were really chasing someone else’s dream for acceptance. When you really own your victories, it lets you know that other thing are within reach as well.
In some cases that bucket list is starting to get whittled away at. It’s like looking at a Rolodex of our life and gauging where we’re at and how far we’ve come and how far we’ve yet to go. Sometimes its a feeling that we are finally ready for one of those things on our list that never quite felt right before now. The Universe, can also be a pain in the ass too. Where nothing seems to line up to allow you to take the next step to complete the final piece of the task.
The nice part about these victories is that they’re yours. No one can ever take them away from you! It’s not about people pleasing. It’s about testing and pleasing yourself for your personal growth as a person. Sometimes we like what we’ve become and other times not so much. We are almost like our own person clay. We can always recreate ourselves and change what we don’t like. Whether it be ourselves, home, lives, career or friends.
We are either a completed piece of art or a work in progress depending on how we choose to look at ourselves!
No other species on this planet has to justify its’ existence. These parasites, that destroy nature, animals and people for their unquenchable thirst for wealth, power and greed. They’ve been here since the time of Atlantis. They are the ones that brought the down fall of Atlantis. They have almost destroyed this planet several times in their tunnel vision for their own glory.
It is very interesting how they will be responsible for their own demise. The time is coming closer for them to be brought before the tribunals. Will they be allowed to stay in a physical body or will they be banished to their own brand of hell? Justice is coming and picking up momentum each person will be judged on their own acts as a whole and not as a group.
The vibration of the planet is getting lighter and lighter each day as she gets ready to ascend with her sister planets. Earth or Gaia, has been patiently waiting for a long time. She will bear witness to the crimes that have been committed against her. She will surely have her day in court. The heavenly bodies are alive with life everywhere.