Today I got an up close reminder, as an empath and medical intuitive that the quos I get are practice in helping people. I have many times either felt or smelled things around people who are having medical issues. One person, I was working with today smelled of feces. I can only gather from that the person is having intestinal issues. I’ve felt blood clots or cancer in my throat when people are having those issues.
These are tied to my guides, who are healers and shamans. The shamanism part, I would have gone into kicking and screaming; had my guides not approached it the way that they did. I sort of got really small doses of different experiences so I didn’t put the shamanism part together right away. I have known when someone had brain cancer by their symptoms and had to tell them to see a neurologist right away. Only to learn that I was right and they only had a short time left.
For those of you healers and practitioners, who feel like your failing at your practice. This is not a punishment, when you end up working a day job. It is to connect you with people who might not be able to afford your rates. It is to allow you to get more personal with people that need you. It makes you a better practitioner, it makes you more real and touchable. If you’re an empath, I get your pain. It is extremely hard to work around so many people and constantly feel their pain, negativity. It gets very over whelming.
I write this to give you some hope that you did not waste your time; taking the classes that you did to help people. This is about spirit helping us to re-connect again.
The journey called the “Dark Night of the Soul” is not a punishment. It is sort of a test to get you to the next level. It’s a way to get in your face, and get you to grow. Sometimes its relationships, money, jobs, housing dramas. The gifts you receive after this journey can almost seem like you’ve won the lottery.
It is a way to get you to release things, jobs, people who are no longer a match to where you are heading. This is not a judgement against those things. It’s about you growing as a person. Sometimes its about the “Shadow Work.” What exactly does that mean? It’s about taking back your personal power and not being a door mat to other people. It’s about respecting boundaries. It’s about not rescuing everyone from themselves.
It’s also about facing your dragons, demons that you’ve created for yourself. This is not about putting yourself in dangerous situations. Although, some people constantly do this and are some how oblivious to the consequences. This is about making peace with yourself. If there are things about yourself that you want to change then here is your opportunity. If there are things that others don’t like about you. You need to decide if you like or don’t like that about yourself. Everyone has a light, grey and dark side to them. This is just who we are as a whole. No one is a saint!
So as you hit rock bottom, take time to reflect and see what areas of your life you’re at peace with? Sometimes these changes come from the result of a divorce. Take responsibility for those things that are yours. The rest, let it go! Things happen to people all the time. It’s not because people are good or bad that stuff happens. So don’t judge yourself or others.
I know we are getting closer to ending this insanity. Some of us wish this process would hurry up and get to it already. Some of are thinking, what the hell were we thinking when we agreed to come here. I feel spirit at my left shoulder as I write this. We are still in the photon belt. Once we exit it, there will be many more changes.
Our reality as we know it, will come into question. Everything that you’ve been told! All the lies will fall away. Only the truth will be left! The test will be are you ready for it! All those questions will suddenly be answered! You can choose to accept or reject it. After all the choice is yours.
Those of us who have been waiting for so long will finally see it all unfold. It will be a sigh of relief to see sanity finally return. The ability to communicate telepathically will return as well. The beautiful energy will blanket the earth once more. Those that are ready will change into light beings. Our other abilities will return as well. Peace will settle once again on this planet.