Do you choose your parents? Maybe? What do I mean by that? If you choose your parents, it’s because you had something to teach them or learn from them. Here’s the thing, if either of you refuses to do your homework. Contract over! No one can do the work or the learning for someone else. Is this a pass fail? No! When your ready, the home work will always be waiting for you!

This home work, doesn’t have a teacher or a parent constantly nagging you to finish it! Some of you are here to just be! That means drinking in the experiences of breathing, touch, feel, taste, smell. Test driving your emotions! Yes, emotions! Spirit doesn’t have those! It just is! Spirit watches events unfold and does not understanding the emotional attachment to being stuck and not being able to see the next step to resolve the problem. It doesn’t understand fear? It knows the energetic signature of love! No, I’m not talking about romantic love either.

Just as your Angels, don’t understand why their charge would never ask for help from them when they don’t know the answer! I’ve seen this with deceased children that are stuck in a hellish realm of being stuck between dimensions. All because clergy told them that they were going to hell and needed to ask for forgiveness for their very existence. Just as we might not see our angels in our everyday existence while alive. The dead, don’t see them automatically either. Just by calling out to them for help, will allow them to participate in both the living and the dead. For the dead, it can be a game changer by showing them the way home.

Getting back to the contracts! I had two contracts with my parents. I was born, a healer. I was a very great healer in many life times, but I also was a warrior in some of those life times to change things up a little. Both of my parents, came from very different types of abuse. Both needed to heal those wounds, both refused to take advantage of the opportunity to heal those wounds. Either way, it’s not my responsibility to do the work for them. I also saw a pattern with my ex-husband that he needed to heal. He did take a little bit of a different path from where he’d been stuck for centuries.

I also had to heal somethings from the the 1400’s. I cleaned up, one side of the triangle over a fifteen year period. Then tackling the last pieces of the triangle so there was nothing left to work on! Homework finally, completed!

So good work on your contracts and working on your homework!

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Candid Camera

Many of you might remember “Candid Camera” around the 70’s and then it would show up here and there. Then there was “Punk’d” around 2003. The funny or not so funny thing, was while you thought these series were funny and how could any one seriously fall for all this stuff!

The thing is that the public was being played for much longer than any of those series. The sources that we trusted to give us an unbias look at what is always going on around us. Mind control was being used on the public to play with their emotions and manipulate their thinking and getting them to react. There were many people that were in denial about this very fact. There was the question of ethics and conscience. No one could possibly do this without feeling a sense of remorse.

For normal people with a conscience this might be true. Not for people that don’t have such baggage as a conscience. For them, it’s just business as usual. They see nothing wrong with controlling the masses. In fact they love controlling people, It gives them some kind of satisfaction. It’s more of a game for them and a battle of thinking and a test of wills. Actually more of an adrenaline rush.

Makes one wonder, if these people are possessed or even really humans or something else entirely? Are we really seeing human beings? or something else entirely? They are committed to creating divide. You can look around you and wonder how the people; you thought were your friends and can’t see what’s going on? It’s as though they’re hypnotized or in trance. You might begin to wonder when the hell they’re going to wake up? In the end, you will have to move forward with your reality to keep yourself from being swallowed up by the insanity.

Penny J. (MN, USA)



The Masks

The masks, who are they really protecting? Are they protecting the public or the politicians. Are we seeing the players for who they are? or who they want us to believe they are? It can be such a slippery slope. Many a politician has taken acting classes. Not because they love the Arts so much, but to ensure that there is no tell to give them away. It’s serious business to fool the public so that you can control them like a puppet master.

Now is the time to see who is or isn’t wearing their mask? Is it your neighor or your politician? Will you turn on each other and allow people to divide you and the masses or will you stand strong and not be divided. Who will see whats really going on, on this stage of life we call a reality? Are you seeing what’s really going on? or what you want to believe is going on?

Who will see the truth or believe a lie? Are you actually living your life or only sleep walking through it? That zombie apocalypse is real! Are you awake or only think you are? My, my, so many questions! Are you paying attention to all the players or only think you are? Did you really think those masks were to protect you from a virus and not to silence your voice as a nation. Beware that you don’t let them permanently silence you forever!

The next scene playing out will test how aware and awake you are? May you win at this very deadly game called life! May you whip off your mask and take back all of your freedoms and remove those masks of your oppressors to reveal their true motives and identities! May you win well! After all, your fighting for your life now!

Penny J. (MN, USA)


Mars Retrograde

Well mars definitely did it’s thing. It also had some help with other planets that joined the party. It brought the war energy in like it always does. It never disappoints! There are many States and Cities that have been impacted by that energy!

It allowed people to get to know who their local government really is! Is it lip service for another election or did it really have the people’s back? It brought some communities together and ripped others apart. In some Cities, there  was violence and chaos. Just for the sake of violence and Chaos!

Others demonstrated peacefully, The one’s who took advantage of the situation just to destroy things will have their day of reconning as they are forced to make restitution to those communities that they victimized and terrorised. The politicians responsible will also be having that same day in court as they are forced to make full restitution to the public; whose trust they abused.

This theater is getting more interesting every day! Oh the emails will tell all! Thought you deleted and destroyed all the evidence! Well there are unseen forces demanding Justice! Those voice mailes that were never supposed to be heard! My how the tongues are wagging now!

That’s what happens when you mess with the Goddess Athena and the God Mercury! Don’t forget we’re still in Mercury retrograde as well! Funny how mythology isn’t so much mythe as you’d have people believe! Oh may the truth rain down like hail falling from the sky.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

The Good, Bad and the Ugly

This year, people have gotten to know their friends, acquaintences and neighbors a little better. It’s something that some people will never forget! They’ve gotten to know if their friend or foe? Those that would have their back or those that would turn on them on a dime.

They’ve also gotten to know their Communities, Cities and local Government? Are they of service or self serving! Once you know, you can never go back! They’ve gotten to know it their tyrants.  Some are still blindly following these leaders and some have woken up?

You will also get to know who the zombies are? Do these people respect your rights or think that they have the right to take them away from you? It will make you think if you can just shrug it off ? or is it game over? You also got to find out how people react in a crisis. Many are still blindly following in fear mode.

People that should be able to think for themselves are locked into a hive mind! A mind set that would lead them off a cliff. This has really been a test of liberty. Now to see how things stack up in the future? The pieces are all about to fall!

Penny J. (MN, USA)


How Did We Get Here?

I think it’s interesting that people don’t know what happened to Germany that led to WWII. The media was the deciding factor for the german people. It was used to divide people and set people against people. With the wedge driven between the masses in germany. It made it easier for Hitler to go after the groups he wanted to elimenate by making them unpopular and the villian to the masses.

There is a saying, that you were there to help to defend me when they came for me. Then when they came for you, you looked around and there was no one left to defend you. Now we are at the same precipious and again you can not see it because you are blind. I don’t know what more to say as again we are a world in crisis. Again we are the masses, under attack with our liberties being taken without even a fight.

This is not an accident, this has been planned. When they march you into the concentration camps, will it finally dawn on you; what you have really done? Or will you be in denial to the very end. This is becoming a slave, master society. Technology is capable of making any fiction look like reality. As this theater plays out and your right shrink more and more. The masks are very symbolic, after all it about silencing your voice to protest the injustices against the masses.


Things Are About To Get Real

The veil is getting thinner between the worlds. Things such as Myths are about to get so in your face that you won’t be able to deny their very existence. Giants, elves, faeries, brownies, dragons and more. Hold on to your hat, you going to experience the most incredible ride of your life. Oh and no amount of exercism is going to make it go away.

So enjoy the journey, your about to get one hell of an education. How do I know all this? Well for starters. I’m a psychic medium, energy healer. I’m a multi-dimensional healer at that. That means that I’ve had holographic images or representations assist in the healing of some of my clients. Things that physicists study in the lab. I have happen in real life. So it’s not theory to me. It’s reality! But then I have a masters in Para psychic science.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc


Forced Sabatical

If your currently able to work from home, then you might be going a little stir crazy or actually enjoying the experience. If your able to get out because your an essential person because of your career or work. You might not be feeling it quite so bad. The good thing is if you handy. The bigger hardware stores might be open because they sell things similar to essential products that allowed them to stay open. Yay for your sanity! While your getting those essential products, I’m sure those stores aren’t going to mind if you pick up lumber and other things that will help them and you not completely lose your mind.

Win, win you get a project completed on your house or around it and you and your spouse or significant other aren’t about to lose it. If you have board games it will allow you to work off some energy with your family as you get some family or just connection time with roommates and such. If you love to paint or write or watch movies. It will allow you to embrace your creativity. If you are a musician, you can write songs or get more practice in.

This time will allow you time to think if your feeling challenged in your current job or career choice. If you have a small business, maybe it’s allowing you to restock your business. For those that are in restuarant type businesses, it will allow you to explore those apps that would allow you to get your business to be take out or delivery to generate more income in this forced shut down.  If your a bakery, just by adding additional packaging it will allow your to move more product and similar to the restaurant, maybe you can do take out or delivery.

Now is the time to either watch some exercise streaming on your computer to get your routine in or if you have weights at home use them in your exercise plan. Soft Jazz or other music that helps you mellow out right now might help with the stress. Number one thing is to not watch the news or any other drama. Unless the radio only has music, your probably not going to want to listen to any of it’s news drama either.

The last thing you need right now is drama! If your thinking of starting a garden, this will help to work of any excess energy. Make a list of some of the things you wanted to do that day. If you have young children, you can find some ways that they can help you around the house. Maybe it’s a small dusting project. This way if it’s not done quite right it’s not going to be that big of a deal. Baking is always fun for kids, if it’s cookies or just stirring a bowl.

Meal times can be fun, if they just need to wash something just put the water in a bowl. My thinking is that you don’t want them any where near the sprayer un less you want a water fight. Story time is good for the children, either you can read to them or you can pick a book that is appropriate and each family member can read a little part of the book a loud.

Pull out those VHS or DVD’s or stream a movie that will help keep you entertained. We are almost through this mess. Need help doing the laundry, you can make a game out of separating the laundry if you have kids. The teens won’t go for this quite as much as the younger kids. Teens can help out with the laundry or cooking or baking. Each family member can pick a different part of the meal their responsible for?

So try to enjoy your staycation,

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc



When Chaos Is the Distraction

When was the last time you were able to find your center or true north? Ever wonder about all that drama that constantly seems to keep you off center and ruin your concentration on your true goals? Some technology, is helpful to our accomplishments while others are merely there to distract us and cause anxiety.

Many an advanced civilization has been lost to technology because it was supposed to be a tool and not meant to enslave the masses. Only problem is that people started to forget how to do things without technology.  The biggest problem was there wasn’t enough written documentation on how they rose to their greatness; so it could be recreated in the event of a catastrophe. What was written was either looted or destroyed by those that came after them.

Everytime the people have been plunged into the dark ages trying to rebuild and teach the next generation the tools they need to succeed. There are numerous examples across the globe of those civilizations as they migrated from continent to continent. Once again, our time period is starting to encounter some of those problems. People becoming to reliant on technology and forgetting how to do the most basic things or how to work without electricity.

When we become too reliant on technology, we set ourselves up for failure. Especially, when people from previous generations are no longer around to teach those skills. Instead of embracing our independence, we are constantly becoming more co-dependent on people and things around us. It leaves us more vulnerable to crisis situations and stress. Instead of empowering us, it’s putting us at the mercy of others; who might not have our best interests at heart.

Interesting how in the 21st century, we should be embracing changes that help us grow and empower us. Instead we’re allowing people to manipulate and control us. We’re giving away our freedoms and independence bit by bit until we don’t even know how we got here any more.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc


Why Failure Isn’t the Enemy

Many people fear failure like the plague. Sometimes it’s because when we were children, nothing was worse than having our failures thrown in our faces repeatedly. Failure is the greatest teacher though. It’s about trying new things and seeing how stuff works or doesn’t? It also reminds you how far you got before things went wrong. Sometimes it’s the economy or season. Businesses are like planting seeds to see which one’s will grow or take off.

One thing that can shorten the learning curve is if there is information on the topic or subject that your seeking to learn. This is only useful if the person whose writing about it actually did it and suceeded. Finding similar topics close to the subject you want to learn can be helpful too. It can broaden your approach on your model. It can give you more resources to try with different steps or price ranges in tools?

Like everything there is a learning curve. Somethings will work easily for some people versus others. Sometimes it’s a personality thing, other times it’s a similar experience thing.  The more times you try, the easier it will become if your really connected to it. If your so so, then you success will depend on if you even like what your doing or if your bored with it.

Sometimes, it helps to have a mentor or someone who can see where your efforts went off the rails. Experience will be your biggest teacher. There will be times when you want to throw in the towel. This is normal, and then other times when your working for someone else and you are itching to get back into your own business. This is very helpful in motivating you to learn and find solutions to where things didn’t work.

There will be times when you dig in your heels, and don’t want to include someone or do things in a certain way. Just make sure that the reason your digging in your heals isn’t because your feeling stuborn? There will be times when you notice, that when your feeling resistance. It’s because certain steps or ideas don’t work with your personality. This is normal, if we didn’t think or respond differently; we’d all be robots and the world would be a boring place.

Your feelings will come into play too. So listen to new ideas and then mull them over. Find what works for you and then decide what you will or won’t incorporate into your business or subject that your choosing to learn.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc