Sometime Spirits Message Takes Awhile To Catchup

Tonight I was thinking about a very weird spiritual experience I had in my early twenties. It was around 4 am, because all the fun things happen around that time. I was in bed sleeping and when I felt my hair blowing and standing on edge. I could feel this arctic cold blast of air blowing. The thing was, this air was coming from an inside wall. I remember becoming fully awake and being terrified of where this air was blowing from. I tried to breathe as quietly as possible. My hair was blowing and standing on edge. I had goose bumps on my air with fear.

I remember hearing in my head the golden key. Hears where the real irony comes in. In 2006 I renamed my business from Tarot by Penny to Raven Hawke. I renamed it because I was adding healing to my business. I also kept seeing a raven and hawk together over and over. I took this as a sign to be the new name for my business. I soon had to think of a mission statement. I then decided to name it “Spiritual Change for Positive Growth”. For whatever reason, I decided to look up what the golden key meant.  There are several stories and meanings. It is very ironic that two stories each have a part of the mission statement.

Who knew, I’d name it after different aspects of the golden key? I had a similar experience with one of my paintings. In 2015 I was painting Nefertiti in water colors. I couldn’t think how to spell her name at the time when I was titleing the painting; so I just settled on signing it Beauty. Later when I looked up her name, it means beauty.

I will say that being on a spiritual journey is never dull. It will be challenging and you will sometimes wish you had a manual. This journey is unique to you and you alone. That’s why sometimes our paths are meant to be walked alone. This is about getting to know yourself and knowing Spirit on a personal level. These are things, that religion can never truly teach you.

Your are never being judged on this journey! There is no pass/fail? This is your personal journey to allow yourself to grow and learn. There is no right or wrong decision-making. It is about getting more comfortable in your own skin. It is making the best decisions at the time for you. After all who else could you be? This is your journey and it does not ask permission or acceptance. It is about making it the best journey for you. It’s about finding peace within yourself.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

info@ravenhawke.net

http://www.ravenhawke.net

 

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Going Within

There are many of us, who have no clue who we really are? We don’t know how life works for us. What do I mean by that? Well most of us have been surrounded by others and never had a moment to intimately get to know ourselves. If you’re an empath, this can be its own kind of hell. Picking up everyone’s shit. Thinking that your depressed when your picking up on the people who live with you. Having headaches that aren’t yours.

You might have no idea what I’m talking about. Everyone should be required to live by themselves to actually get to know themselves. This means finding out what stuff is really yours and what is not. What stuff is just bleeding off another and dumping onto you. One thing, that I’ve learned is that the things I used to think were mine. Were in fact someone elses. That means facing the dark side of yourself and giving it a great big wet one.

Society, likes to shove all their dogma down our throats as though it is a fact. When really it is a form of control and shaming. A way to make people feel like shit about themselves so they won’t stand up for themselves. Won’t have more self-confidence. Once you intimately get to know yourself. You will never go back.  You learn that those parts, that you’ve been told are un-loveable are really strengths that have yet to be accepted.

When you start to accept all of who you are? You will find that you are finally becoming a whole person. That part of yourself that you wanted to eliminate will stop having its tantrums; when you finally accept it and allow it to play in more healthy ways. Sounds like parenting a child! In a way, it very much is. Reading parenting books might sound crazy but if you want to win this war that will be your best course.

This will help you integrate your shadow side, it will allow you to get to know yourself without judgement. Everyone hates to be judged, the shadow is no different. Schedule time with yourself so that you can start to allow it to heal and play. Think you’re the only one that didn’t get the manual on how the world works for you. Trying to move forward when no doors or window will open up. Many will say it’s all about taking action. If you’ve already taken many actions. Then you might want to examine what area of your life hasn’t had attention for sometime.

This answer might be about getting out in nature. It might be about actually taking time to enjoy live instead of allowing it to pass you by. When was the last time you actually played. Play isn’t only for children. After all that demon that you call your shadow didn’t just come out of no where. It came from being ignored and suppressed because it’s not acceptable. It is part of you whether you like it or not. It will come out less with less drama when it’s allowed to play more.

Play also allows you to move forward when everything else has been tried. Especially when your stuck tight and not knowing what you’re doing wrong. Play can be playing ball, listening to music, playing musical instruments. Writing, drawing or even painting. When we get out of balance our lives can suddenly seem like its hitting the pavement.

Most of us, were never taught what balance is? We only start to realize its out of control, when it starts to take on a life of its own. This is why the key is to get to know yourself so you can try to steer your life in the direction you want it to go.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

info@ravenhawke.net

http://www.ravenhawke.net

 

 

 

Revolution Energy Rising

It’s been past time to dust off those laws that predate a lot of our very births. The Declaration of Independence and the Constitution are not just papers. The founders that wrote those laws were not people who were just out of touch either. They had lived through a lot of craziness. They had fought against power-hungry Kings and Govt that were not looking out for the best interests of its people.

A lot of what is written in both documents relates a lot to the current times. It’s not an accident that they’re not teaching handwriting in schools. After all that’s what those documents are written in. If you haven’t taken time to look at either of those documents you might want to get acquainted with them. The money issues are almost reminiscent of the Civil War days when they tried to have an alternate currency.

Everything is starting to shake out. Our politicians are starting to get more and more shake ups. This is one of the best things that could happened. It’s starting to cut through that complacency of that false belief that they’re somehow untouchable. It’s giving them the kick in that ass that they need. Many will face criminal charges for such abuse of power and they will be seeing civil suits as well. The Justices will be next, after all we have three branches of Govt for a reason.

Some people think that because the corruption in the Govt begins to fall that some how means that it will leave its citizens vulnerable. Nothing could be further from the truth. The laws that predate our current government were formed to be enforced regardless of the temperature of our Govt. It makes it easier to remove all forms of corruption without having to rewrite new laws. That’s why when the tyrants are scrambling to take away your rights. They are digging their own grave and pretty much sealing their own coffins.

It’s kind of like the mirror effect. They’re too busy point their fingers at others while in reality it’s coming right back at them. That bullshit about not voting is a trite argument that holds no weight. When no one is fit to lead, it is perfectly fine to vote for no one. You are in fact making a statement that you are not compromising your beliefs. That no one represents you. This is pretty much the reality of our times. There are so many agendas and no one is representing the people.

Think this is crap. How can one represent the poor when they aren’t there. There are also very different types of poverty. There are different types of middle class as well. What is important to one group is not the same for another. Wealth is very abstract each person judges this measurement by their own standards. None of this is wrong. After all we are all individuals. There does seem to be a lack of respect for individuals and their rights. It’s like these people view all of us as less than them. Like we’re some kind of parasites.

Healing is starting to come. Those that are ready for it will embrace it. Those that aren’t will fight it tooth and nail. May this growth start to come quickly.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

http://www.ravenhawke.net

info@ravenhawke.net

 

Only Crazy Need Apply

When did the World become so over run with Narcists. All of these people are crazy, yet they’re making decision that affect our lives. One has to wonder why people aren’t making more noise. The boundary buttons are being pushed and the lies are coming out one by one. Each day is more shocking than the last. This is better than TV, but what are they hiding by sprinkling these morsels.

Oh the scandals, the mystery will be if the Justices will actually have the back bone to prosecute these people. Will Liberty actually be won for its citizens and the tyrants be locked away? Many chess pieces and many moves. Will there be a check-mate? Will the laws against traitors be carried out. It’s time to dust off those old laws and put them into effect. They were written into law for a reason. These situations had played out in the past with other Govt; which is why these laws were created in the first place.

Will the legal system start to clean house as well. It’s long past time for the corruption to end. It’s so last 200 Century. We say we’re civilized and yet the opposite seems to be true. After all what civilized race would try to repeatedly strip its citizens of their constitutional rights; like the land owners of the past in the old master serf time. It’s time for the big unveiling of all the players.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

http://www.ravenhawke.net

info@ravenhawke.net

 

Cleaning House In Our Lives

Since about September its felt as though we need to do a thorough house cleaning in our homes as well as our lives. The dusting and sweeping and shaking of rugs. In some cases it is literally dusting those cobwebs out of our house and our lives. Some of those cobwebs masquerade as concerned family and friends. Others might be nosy co-workers.

As we give those rugs a good shake and the dust and dirt fall outside. It makes our living space feel somewhat lighter. Similar to when we get rid of toxic people from our lives. We can start to think and breathe easier. Eliminating those people who don’t respect boundaries in our life, by screening calls or even blocking their phone numbers. Just as we get rid of clothing that no longer fits and letting go of relationships that been out grown.

This feeling has become stronger as we’ve gotten closer to the end of the year. Getting rid of things that we never liked. By being more true to who we are; and being someone we aren’t to please other people. Speaking up more rather than being PC. Finding our voice rather than holding on to anger and allowing it to build. Spending time to get to know yourself and find out who you really are! Instead of trying to be someone you’re not just to please others. That in and of itself is a losing battle into insanity.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

http://www.ravenhawke.net

info@ravenhawke.net

 

 

A CAll For Help

It never fails that I get a call whenever I have down time. It wasn’t that long ago, that I decided to get more training. I had found mentors for my psychic medium gifts and how to handle ghosts. I had some pretty incredible experiences when I started my formal hands on healing classes. As time went on though, I got more challenging calls for help.

I felt it best to enroll in my MS in parapsychic science. I was encountering calls for help with possession and entity attachments and demonic entities. These were experiences that I never dreamed I’d face. To say I was less than thrilled would be an understatement. I viewed these experiences as very dangerous and not things that I wanted to face without proper training. When I told the school about the experiences that I was facing and training I was seeking.

This would eventually explain why I had a Shaman as one of my spirit guides. I remember thinking to myself, I don’t want to really learn shamanism. It turned out I was already learning the ways of a shaman all along. This brings in the healing element to the soul and spirit. Even the messages from my guides about how healers were not necessarily shamans. This is why I had the five guides. I have seen my guides put on war paint when time called for it. This journey has been a very growing experience. I can’t say that there haven’t been times when I was afraid and wanted to just walk away.

When your on this path, you can run but you can’t hide! Every time I’ve done my work with spirit. I’ve felt so over whelmed with emotion that words can’t even describe. It’s not about judging something or someone as good or evil. It is just about allowing things to just be! As I’m typing this I am having tears of emotion falling down my cheek. It is a healing experience for all involved. This is not a time for ego, ego has no place here.

Penny J. (MN, USA)

Raven Hawke, Llc

A Call For Help

 

 

 

 

Own Your Power

Are you passive in how you live your life or do you actively participate. There is a lot of bullshit about being PC. This is always used as a weapon to steal someone else’s personal power. It’s like a glee club, where people somehow think they have the right to tell people how to speak and be! These are the trolls that don’t like anything that could potentially upset their personal apple cart. They are the control freaks that don’t have control of their own lives but they want to control others.

I always get a kick out of people who have this false perception; that if you swear that your coming from a lower vibration or that your some how an ignorant person. This is the dogma of crap that people continuously throw at people like they are this lost waif that needs to be save and corrected. This condescending behavior that is somehow perceived as normal when it is anything but.

When you stop allowing people to dictate what you can say, feel and think. You start to take the steps needed to live your life and not someone elses. We are all sentient beings, we don’t need anyone’s permission to just be and exist. This reminds of when the devil comes up in a tarot deck. People always assume it means the worst. Nothing could be further from the truth. It mean’s you need to stop playing the victim. You need to start taking back your truth. You truth is just that your truth, not someone elses. After all this is all about your life not someone elses.

Penny J. (MN, USA)